"I don't feel the way I've ever felt. I know. Gonna smile and not get worried. I try. And it shows. Anyone can make what I have built. Better now. Anyone can find the same white pills. It takes my pain away. It's a lie. Kiss with open eyes. She's not bringing back anything to bother me. Takes my pain away. Nevermind that these are horrid times. Oh I cant let it bother me."Suddenly, I'm finding myself a little harder to explain. And I've always liked that feeling. Except now I don't. I like the concrete.
I don't have anything to say.
the funny thing about life is;; it doesn't even phase me. I HOPE YOU FUCKING HATE ME.
Being a complex person is much more interesting than being a one-dimensional person.
ReplyDeleteOr that's how it seems, at least.