4.16.2009

jealousy.



It's a funny story, except it's not. I don't feel like explaining, talking about it, or telling you.


There are two songs that would fit my mood. Mr. Brightside and When Did Your Heart Go Missing.


Ahaha.


There's a huge part of me that wants to get angry. But an even bigger part of me that wont, because I'm afraid of the battle that'll ensue.


I'm not willing to risk it for my emotions.


However, I'm also not going to say I don't think my emotions are relevant.


Once upon a time there was a girl who wanted to put her fist through a mirror. She told everyone it was because she wanted to see what was on the other side.

1 comment:

  1. emotions, generally, are best not bottled up.
    a few days ago, I got super supremely angry, and instead of doing anything rash, I punched a cardboard box. the only downside was getting an itty bit of brush burn close to my knuckles.

    in the end, you'll end up feeling something, and I think it's better to feel angry than empty.
    just try to keep things contained somehow.

    I'm sorry humans suck.

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ayye.