hxc 2-step.

The things you say without really thinking about them hurt my feelings pretty badly.
I am going to be totally honest and as cryptic as possible at the same time.

When you say those things about the future or about the present, the things I pretend to have a tough skin about earlier, my heart hurts. When you throw that person's name into conversation I almost start to cry each time. When you say mean things about me or the things I like, it makes me angry. Why cant I tell you this? Because I already know the reaction I'll get.

I wish I could just rant and ramble like I used to. But I don't know who reads this anymore.