bitch.

Sometimes, my emotions get the better of me. I say things I don't mean. I say things that I mean very much, but don't normally say. I turn to people I don't usually turn to. I shun people I love.

I am a very jealous person. I try not to make that an excuse for my over reaction. But it's still a truth. Not an excuse. I believe that today, my reason for being so hurt, is that I've had a bad two days. And not a single person has taken the time to say; "hey. what's bothering you?"

What's bothering me is stupid and fickle. It's simple things at work. It's headaches and stomach aches and people who say mean things. It's drama and it's old and it's new and it's selfish. It's the anti-depressants i'm going back on. It's the assholes who have been trying to get me to use again.

Thank god for the people who snap me back into reality though. Seriously.

Anywayyyyyy. Because my problems and issues are stupid and unimportant anyway, let's switch to something more fun.

Me and Cheryl is gonna havez hot cocoa in teacups soon. FINALLY.

Watch the very beginning of Candy. Where they're on that ride. Thats how I feel.