pick a side, coward.

I don't feel like speaking to anyone today. My throat is raw. My eyes are sore. I'm tired, too tired to sleep. I'm anxious, I've been alone all day. The only people I want to talk to are too wrapped up in daily life to want to talk to me. 'Cept Caitlin, but that's because she's been home all day too. So I'll let it go for now.

I got into a fight with Lexi today. It lasted for a few breif minutes when she told me I've changed and that I'm apathetic now. I tried to argue, but then I realized that I am, actually, very apathetic now-a-days.

I wanna be on The Real World. Skip out on life for a few weeks, walk into this fucking decked out house with a bunch of beautiful people and make drama for a camera. Sounds easy enough.

I need a hug.