they wont even let me turn to kiss my baby goodbye.

I had the worst dream ever yesterday. It seems to be going around. So watch yourself, bad dreams are on the prowl..

I'm sitting in a room with black walls. I'm all by myself sitting in the dark in the very middle of the room. All of a sudden a crowd of people with no faces rush in. And when I say no faces, I mean they had black pits where their faces ought to have been. The faceless people grab me by my arms and throw me towards a black wall, but just before I hit it, the wall dissappears and I crash into another crowd of faceless people. Then, one of the biggest faceless people yet sucks my arm off with its huge gaping face-hole. I'm bleeding out onto the floor. One arm is missing. Then one of them gets my foot. These people are eating me. I keep trying to get up and walk away, but my body feels like it's filled with lead.

But then, a man with a white top had floats down from the ceiling in a hot air balloon and picks me up. He reaches in his black bag and pulls out a new arm and a new foot and attatches them. I look like a rag doll now, huge uneven black stitches holding my body together. He has to basically restitch the right half of my body back on.

The next thing I can remember I'm standing behind a plate of glass and amanda is sitting on the other side. It's like she can hear me, but she can't see me. I keep pounding on the glass trying to get her to see me, but she just keeps saying "What? What? What?". After I give up, Amanda turns into one of the faceless people.

After that I either forget what happened or I woke up.

I keep going over songs I write in my head, because I don't have the will power to write anything down on paper. It's quite strange. And every once in a while I'll get struck by a good hook or something and I go "oh wow!" and forget it instantly.

the funny thing about life is;; the person who doesn't make mistakes is highly unlikely to make anything.